sadness

Do not know when freed from the pain,played the last 20 days of XBA, to work in the morning, nobody told me to get up, get up then there is no man I am ready to basin of hot water, there is no time when there was no one home to call me I road safety. . . . . . I know that I completely lost him, but I do not really know that from now on how I like to live, sadness, pain, decadence is not the result I wanted, so I miss a loved one is not is a good thing, right? !